Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in thousandblades' LiveJournal:

Sunday, December 11th, 2005
8:37 pm	sex? yes indeed Uh-oh, here comes trouble dark angel? yeah right, that's goth bullshit talkin' to me? caught off guard, clearly sideways 1.0 v2.0 devious little bastard don't drink and fly or this happens twins! quasibendo more quasibendo after this was taken I shoved my fingers in my mouth because I was thinking of Audra too much and didn't want to grab my crotch like home alone but not you're ugly and it scares me cousin it I swear I didn't drink that night listening to The Vanishing oops? falling through stairs is fun I didn't try and do a model thing here, it just kinda happened mirrorshot! time to sing! here comes the metal personality... headbang on the way to the mic... there 'tis! time to sing for real now light this city makes me go metal grar whoa shit gurgleroar shit yes he's a fox slave screams, he thinks he knows what he wants mica made me pose for this, seriously Ben can dance if he wants to scream for me and I'll die for you hair in face=fun fin. Current Mood: sexy Current Music: Deicide- "Revocate the Agitator" (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
9:09 pm	CHRISTMAS WISHLIST--or buy me shit CDs: Aslan Faction- Widow Chamber Cannibal Corpse- Gore Obsessed Children of Bodom- Hatebreeder The Cure- Pornography (special edition) Deicide- Deicide Dissection- Storm of Lightsbane Edge of Sanity- Evolution Emperor- Anthems to the Welkin at Dusk Entombed- Wolverine Blues Faith No More- King for a Day, Fool for a Lifetime God Forbid- IV: The Constitution of Treason Helmet- Unsung: The Best of Helmet The Haunted- One Kill Wonder Living Sacrifice- The Hammering Process Mortiis- The Smell of Rain My Dying Bride- Like Gods of the Sun Obituary- The end Complete Psyclon Nine- INRI MONEY MONEY MONEY (FOR RENT OF COURSE) that's all, more to be added later. Current Mood: afraid he'll get no gifts Current Music: Thomas Dolby- "She Blinded Me with Science" (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
12:42 am	George Foreman is a mischievous little monkey Holy shit. I just realized how brilliant George Foreman's commercial is. George Foreman came on the TV screen he's like "good day consumers, this is my grillthing it does THIS1" and then George Foreman2 pops up like a naughty little child scolding him "no you silly goose, it does THIS2" and then so on until there's like eleventy-three George Foreman's all bickering like the silly little munchkins they are and then daddy George Foreman comes in reassuring his little clones "You're ALL right! It does THIS1-THISELEVENTY-THREE so it's all good mein kinder and you the consumer should buy a bajillion of them because it makes waffles and steaks" Then they have an orgy because they all are in love with themselves. Current Mood: chipper bitch Current Music: Job For a Cowboy (Comment on this)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
1:40 am	My new mix CD is sexier than yours (minus the kittie...that's not sexy) All songs taken from Mica's computer. 1. Aslan Faction- Confusion Reigns 2. David Bowie- Starman (I remember listening to this as a child) 3. Bella Morte- Funeral Night 4. Joy Division- Love Will Tear Us Apart 5. Dead Or Alive- You Spin Me Right Round 6. Mortiis- Smell the Witch 7. London After Midnight- The Bondage Song 8. Mindless Self Indulgence- Hail Satain 9. Rasputina- Tourniquet (Manson cover) 10. Air- Playground Love 11. The Birthday Massacre- The Neverending Story (Limahl cover) 12. Marilyn Manson/Korn- Sleepy Hollow 13. Depeche Mode- Enjoy the Silence 14. Light This City- Obituary 15. My Ruin- Miss Ann Thrope 16. The Misfits- Dig Up Her Bones 17. Kidneythieves- Spank (KMFDM Remix) 18. Kittie- Do you think I'm a whore 19. Switchblade Symphony- Naked Birthday 20. Bauhaus- She's in Parties Current Mood: amused Current Music: Joy Division- "Love Will Tear Us Apart" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
10:50 pm	You scream, I scream, everybody scream for morphine Yeah, I know I know. I don't do drugs or any of that shit but I'd love to just kinda drift into some sort of medicated, blissful, trance. I'm just bored and down at the same time. This is all so feckin' lame. I feel like I'm upsetting everybody. Even when it's just little quirks or whatever, or a mere "could you please stop that?" I take it so much higher in my mind. I mean, at least I'm conscious of this, but seriously now, it's still so frustrating...I can't get a hold of myself. I feel so fucking pathetic. I think I should move out of Mica's so that I don't push her away. I would miss her so much if I ever upset her. She takes good care of me, she's a good friend. So are her parents and so are the other friends of hers, like Natalie and that Doran guy that I still want to meet. I just need to not be such a burden. That's all Bendecko ever fucking is though...everybody helps him and he doesn't help himself. Current Music: Acid Bath- "Paegan Love Song" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
5:08 pm	I am the adversary and will remain the adversary Today I feel pretty. Last night some girl at swing dancing complimented me on my legs because I had my skirt/fishnets on and my legs were showing. She said she was jealous. I had no idea my legs were so special but whatever, it's all good. I should start shaving them again so that I can go without fishnets and just have my sexy bare legs for the world to see. Mwahaha, I'd be getting hit on left and right, but that's okay, because Audra knows I'm safe. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Danny Elfman- "Casting a Spell" from Corpsebride Soundtrack (1 Comment |Comment on this)